Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

I MISS MY LONG FLOWY HAIR ):
maybe i shouldnt have cut it.
aaaaargh.

10:41 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

HELLOOOOOOOOO.
yay,
i am so free today.
i just finished maths :D :D
and fixed my art.
whoooo.
I BET YOU WANNA SEE!

9:49 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

TODAY WAS SUPER FUN!
nadia and lizzi came over. last minute thing. hahah.
they both brought their laptops. so we basically sat on the bed and used out laptops and talked and talked and yeah.
then we were talking to joyee.
and she said she was bored.
and then dont know what happened, then she ended up coming also.
so we ate, then went out to meet her.
she brought her laptop also!
so then we all sat on the bed and used our laptops and talked and talked again.
then we camwhored.
then er, dont know waht happened then nadia had to go home cause her dad found out she took the laptop and he needed it.
so we walked nadia out then came back then camwhored somemore then took videos then they had to go so then i walked them out.

yay laptop day :D
i love laptop day!

11:01 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

i hurt my ankle again.
effing hell.
cause i went to andreas house there to play the swing after lunch.
then dont know what happened then i hit my ankle on the effing ground.
damn pain.
aaarrrgggghhhh.
its the same one as the last time somemore.
took damn long to walk home.
and now im putting icepacks on it again.
rawr.
totally spoiled my day!

6:28 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

holidays suck.
they're too short, i swear.
argh.
i havent finished my homework, but nevermind la.
tomorrow is retreat anyway.
my uncle is coming again :/
daaamnit. so embarassing.

went for the regatta again today.
we got to sit on the speedboat so i didnt regret it this time.
it was fun. and i even got some homework done.
some.
:D
but im really sunburnt though.
aaaaah.
and im black.
im sure i said that alrdy.
but hell, im REALLY BLACK.
i swear, i am like as black as my daddy.
mummy says shes gonna buy for me those long sleeve sailing shirts and force me to wear cause if not i'll get black-er.
like, whaat theeee heeelllll?

aloe vera gel is my new best friend.
it makes all the pain go away.

7:26 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

oh my gooodddddd.
i forgot to mention.
I AM LIKE TOTALLY CHAO TA LAH!
and my nose is starting to peel, so its like. shiny.
gross.
effffffffffff.
i bet i cannot see myself in the dark.
youre an effing piece of black paper rachael!
oh well.
nevermind, it will go away.

OKAY. so today i went for the race with cleris, then when we reached, they started to launch.
so two of us plus clare wanted to go on the speedboat.
then jiaolian only wanted to take one.
so clare went.

then cleris and i had no boat to go on to. so we went around asking.
then wait until like 2. then we just decided to leave la.
so we waited for the shuttle.
bitched alot while waiting :D
then the uncle person told us that teresa came back.
so we went to talk to her for awhile.
then went on the shuttle.
went to town to meet jaz.
lunch.
walked around cine.
then went to heeren.
then far east.
so many places in like what, one hour?
then i took bus home and changed and went for mass.
the church was so cold!
ctk so much better.
anyway, there was this dinner thing.
cause the mass was for somebody's death anniversary or something la.
then i came home and did homework.
and then YEEAAAAHHHH.

all in all, today was quite an okay-boring day.

11:27 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

GKA AGAIN TODAY!
it was the last day.
super sad right!
but it was damn fun today la.
in the morning we didnt really do much.
the sailors sailed their own boats, and then the helpers kinda went to jack some boats and sail too.
wind was shit la. had to get towed back by nice roslind(sp?) cause rosita didnt wanna tow us back.
went for lunch, wah. today super little food.
somemore our table got all the guys, eating and eating and eating.
my gosh.
anyway. we(the helpers) went to sail again after lunch. andrea sailed dillion also.
wind was still shit, so we all slacked at the big square floating thingy(cant remember its name) and waited for the wind to pick up.
talked and talked.
then sailed somemore, then sailed back.
storm was coming i think
yeah.
then we went to class, the guys were fighting again.
did maths, my god. maths sucks. spoiled my whole day please!
then the storm like, faded?
wrong word, but whatever.
so we sailed out again.
as in, EVERYONE.
i sailed with spencer.
wah, spencer is damn pro lah!
but i shall not boost his ego :D
hes only sec one i think.
damn fun to sail with him.
then we sailed back, unrig-ed and everything. then they went for debrief and the helpers went to bathe.
then there was the ceremony thing for the certificates.
then group photos.
and then it was overrrr!
so sad right.
aiyah :/
that time gka also like this!

oh well.
took the shuttle bus back. petra and cleris were playing quadropop on dillian's phone cause i didnt let them, hahahahah.
then took mrt. my mum was supposed to fetch petra from bishan but she was being a bitch.
sorry petra! :/
she had to take bus herself in the end.
i feel bad.
stupid mother!

8:39 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

today was awesome.
gka again, we couldnt sail in the morning cause the winds were shit.
then in the afternoon they sailed one by one.
there were jellyfish!
and it was all like, eee! jellyfish jellyfish! dont go in!
hahahahha.
esp the opti kids.
jellyfish are gross.
theyre like transparent jelly like thingys.
you can touch it.
seriously feels like jelly lah.
anyway,
jeremy wasnt here, laopok asshole.
choking on fishball again.
blah, cannot stand him man.
anyway, this other guy took us. no idea who he is la.
hes damn scary.
after they all sailed alrdy, they he made them go back on the stimulator cause he wasnt happy with them and all.
so we(the helpers) went out to sail.
damn fun!
we sailed quite far out then on the way back we decided to go kachiau the other helpers who were swimming around.
then they capsized us.
turn turtle somemore!
then andrea was sitting on her boat and not moving.
hahah. damn fun.
then cleris and i sailed to sam and gabriel there.
then they capsized.
then stupid gabriel came and capsized us.
then we kept trying to capsize them but cannot.
then in the end we both capsized like how many million times :D
so fun.
then the (aiyah i shall just call the gka people kids even though there are two sec threes) kids had to go sail again.
but the wind became really strong.
then in the end cannot sail.
so laopok.
so then they went to unrig and all.
then the coach-person told us to take a break.
then we ended up going to bathe and all.
and the kids(argh:/) went out to sail like, one by one kinda thing. with the coach there and all.
we were watching them from shore.

i think i might end up going tomorrow. even though we're supposed to go for race and all.
but i really wanna go for gka again!
we didnt get to say bye to the kids (aiyaaaa) properly.
so sad right!
then we wont get to see them again, unless we go tomorrow.
so im really tempted to go tomorrow.
aiya, see how lah!
anyway!
I AM FREAKIN SUNBURNT!
and my hair is super dry and gross.

7:56 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

okay, i am in the mood for complaining and bitching now.
STUPID YOU!
what is your problem asshole, i said cannot. cannot cannot.
fuck you lah.
cannot means cannot please.
i dont give a damn about you.

i am tired and sore and my muscles are aching and im pissed.
and i have a ton of homework
and theres no more time do fucking do it.
and im pissed.
and pissed.and i want to sleep.
and i hate muscle aches.
and i have a million bruises.
BUT I DONT CARE, I LOVE GKA.
stupid rachael.


and this is not emo.
its angry.
i deserve somewhere to vent, okay.

8:08 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

GKA yesterday and today.
fun fun.
cleris and i are helping out with the topper/pico class.
petra and clare are doing optimist. with the cute kids. :D
i dont want to blog about it la, its just fun. but tiring.
and some of them are assholes.
heh.
gonna go do maths now.
gka again tomorrow.
i hope the wind aint to strong, if not we'll come back early again :/

6:28 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

woke up.
went to the dentist.
hate them, they hurt my gums. argh. bleed and bleed. totally gross.
went for lunch.
went to cheryls house(i went to many places today!)
she has a dog.
scary. but its cute la. but its abit scary also. aiyah.
took the picture for english. damn retarded. we went around the house looking for stuff to use and everything.
the picture is so cute!
then ama had to go for trng.
so she left. we camwhored with nadias new mp3/camera/game thingy.
so fun.
then we camwhored with cheryl's laptop camera. :D
so fun!
then cheryl and i tried on her sisters shoes.
I LIKE THE MONDO ONES! ooh, damn pretty.
but my mummy didnt want to buy for me that time, too high or something la.
her sisters have the same shoe -.-
theyre shoes are pretty.
then cheryl started doing ballet stuff.
then we started talking about it.
then talktalktalk until we didnt do anything :D
then we were like wait later ama come and scold la! faster faster!
so i started to type the story.
and nadia wrote her own.
and cheryl went back to dancing in front of her mirror.
OH YAH! cheryls songs suck.
:D
then ama came back. she bought icecream! :D
then nadia and cheryl did their dance. then ama was videoing them. then she video video then fall of the chair.
DAMN FUNNY!
then we camwhored somemore on cheryl's com.
(aiyoh blogger is super laggy)
then errrrrrr.
i dont remember alrdy.
OH YEAH!
nadia started playing super mario.
then so stupid, cause the thing so laggy.
then cannot play properly.
then the stupid guy dont want to jump over the green thing.
IRRITATING!
then nadia jumped over but fell into a hole -.-
wow nadia!
then i really cant remember.
but then my mum came so we all left.
it was like 8pm by then!
and i didnt get to say bye to jewel!
:/

11:13 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

I LOVE YOU VERONICA/appalled!
:D :D
your parents are-...


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH
okay now you have your big name on my blog too!

11:49 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

today.
today today.
okay first. mummy went to collect her new car at ubi.
stupid car. i dont like it. the old odyssey was nicer.
blaaaaah.
anyway.
then we went for some stations of the cross thing.
the sun was hot like anything lah.
saw christabel there with her cat class i think.
went shopping with mummy after that.
bought 100dollars worth of chocolates with the sji juniors voucher i think.
dont know la.
then we walked around tangs.
mummy bought a bag.
free gift was another bag, i took that one. its damn cute and small.
then we went to fareast.
bought shoes.
and i bought denim shorts and a skirt :D
then we went to taka.
walkwalkwalk.
then daddy came to fetch and we went for dinner.
in the stupid car :/
basically. its the odyssey on the roads now.
the backlight is the straight line one.
not the triangles.
looks damn ahbeng.
it has a sunroof. for what? i dont know. so stupid.
black leather seats.
makes the car looks so. so.
not nice.
the beige leather seats in the old car so much better.
and the car is so much shorter than the old model.
my goodness.
makes me feel so short like anything.
argh.
SO MY POINT IS.
i totally hate the car.

10:58 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

had trng today.
some day off man.
it was quite fun anyway. tiring, but fun.
woke up late, had to rush to meet cleris and elizabeth at novena, but elizabeth was latest. :D hahah.
went to bugis, ate at mos.
caroline came.
bitched alot alot.
sheryl was there too, with her friends. cough.
then we went to buy apple strudel to eat after trng.
ooh, so yummy.
met nurul. she popped out of nowhere!
took the train(duh) to tanah merah.
camelia the bimbo and ari were there.
ladedah.
wah, i swear. we reach so early still went out to sea so late.
my boat failed me today. i think topper really sucks lah.
we're like the only ones sailing it i think.
stupid kicking strap hook thing came off. had to tie a rope there, it kept coming out, so had to keep stopping to tie.
capsized so many times.
i cant do a freakin jybe/jibe(sp?)
seriously lah,
i go all haywire, dammit.
banged into sam :/
IM SORRY SAM! :(
(she made me massage for her after that. psh)
she went back after that.
there were like six topper sailors today, then cleris boat gone, like me that time. she went back.
then clare went back also.
so left three.
petra caroline and me.
wah, so pathetic. we all should have just bluff sick and gone back.

super tiring today.
and im pissed with bitch mother cause she didnt let me go to sentosa.
hilarious reason i tell you.
SHE DOESNT WANT ME TO GET RAPED.
wtf right/
my mother is super kanchiong.

9:26 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JLOOONGGGG!
:D :D

BIG ONE FOUR!
okay, i dont want to repeat my whole letter here.
HAVE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
(and i hope you get a cake, cause then you'll put on weight and not be so skinny cause youre stick like and im jealous. :D)
(eh, im kidding.)

OKAY!
I LOOOVEEEE YOU JLOONGGG!<3


yeah, okay. GOODNIGHT!
and see, THE TIME THING IS 12am SHARP!
i am so nice.

12:00 AM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

LAME JOKE!

Rashley. says:
how do you confuse a mat?
&PROPAGANDA says:
how?
&PROPAGANDA says:
wait
&PROPAGANDA says:
what mat?
Rashley. says:
mutt-malay guy.
&PROPAGANDA says:
okay
&PROPAGANDA says:
how?
Rashley. says:
you draw a circle around it and tell him to go relak 1 corner.
Rashley. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
&PROPAGANDA says:
huh
&PROPAGANDA says:
OH OH!
&PROPAGANDA says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Rashley. says:
circle got no corner.
&PROPAGANDA says:
i know i know
&PROPAGANDA says:
hahahahahah
&PROPAGANDA says:
wtf
&PROPAGANDA says:
next time you marry mutt i laugh
Rashley. says:
HARHAR
&PROPAGANDA says:
then i draw circle ask him go relak one corner.
Rashley. says:
HAHAH
&PROPAGANDA says:
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

9:40 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

fucking mother.
fucking mother fucking mother fucking mother.
CANNOT STAND HER LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
): ): ):
sucks to be me.

so rachael, why dont you just wallow in self pity and FUCKING DIE or something.

i hate my mother.

7:42 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

i went to the doctor today.
he gave me an mc for today and tomorrow.
but im still going to school tomorrow la, i think.
staying at home sucks.
im not really having a fever anymore. and i stopped throwing up like in the afternoon.
so im feeling much better, yes.
but my heads too heavy and i cant stand up long enough without getting this horrible throbbing headache.
sucks to be me.
anyway.
im dreading school tomorrow.
cause i have no mood to do homework.
and school tomorrow means my mum knows i'll collect all my papers.
and then shes gonna ask for the marks.
and then, euuurrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
sucks to be me.
bye bye. im going to sleep again.
blah, i am sucha pig.

5:14 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

thanks ash :D
i love you.
<3

okay, so today i stayed at home and slept and slept.
cause i have fever and gastic flu.
sucks to be me.
i felt like cutting off all my hair lah!
super pissed off.
anyway.
my mum didnt let me eat anything but porridge, barley and HtwoO today.
not even plain water!
so rubbish right.
she says its cause i will puke if i eat/drink anything else.
and she was right, cause when i drank water i puked like siao.
but you dont need to know all that.
so anyway.
staying at home sucks.

7:03 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

RACHAEL RACHAEL RACHAEL DEAR!

i dont want to kill you no more (:
thanks for 'cheering' me up though i'm still gonna get into trouble la.
but,on the brightside. it's coming out AFTER the hols.
Congrats on yer,yknow what. (: the highest somemore. haha! knew you could do it,so pessimistic for what? HAHA
yayy youu! :D

ALRIGHTYHO,LOVEYOUUU! <3

6:46 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

I CUT MY HAIR :D
its real short now.
hahah, like at my shoulders.
i look old :/
& i dont know if i should tie it up to school :/
maybe i should have just cut it the same way.
blaaaaaaah.

5:26 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

went shopping after school today, since exams are like over.
had to stay back in school to wait for jloong cause she had ballet. but i went for lunch at EC with ash& jenn and all. clare and audrey were there, and clare's bf. heheh.
after lunch ash&i went to meet them cause ashley was taking mrt also.
then yah.
the mrt got problem. dont know who said its cause the person jumped on the track or something, hahaha. so stupid.
anyway. we went to wisma, again.
nadia&jloong bought their food from breadtalk then we went to er forever 21.
then i cannot remember anymore.
i bought a shirt from cine :D
i like it, ita so pretty.
it says hate, then in the mirror it says love.
damn cool.
cheryl bought same one, but different colour.
heh, i still think mine is nicer :D
i wanted th other shirt that said "its not me its you" but then no size :/
jloong bought a shirt also, hers was more ex. hahah.
then we were supposed to go meet ama and gen but had to go home so then jloong and i left first and cheryl went to meet them.

8:12 PM

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i miss my grandma.
:/

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